If we don't read one another who do we ever read and if we don't read one another who can we expect to read us? and if we don't read one another and if we don't read why bother writing these lines so deep in our faces that take so much living to begin to make a dent the child's dimple a tiny word the frown of a young adult a curse and the sags the scars by forty a couplet by fifty or sixty scarce a sonnet even by ninety and a hundred the tale told rarely an epic but always always worth another look |
Reminds me of the worst circus I ever saw the Bigleoni in Saint Louis with only a couple talents in the show to spin dishes juggle sway on the trapeze and dash backstage to change their names and clothes while the mushmouth ringmaster blathers and one thin clown squirts us and pops balloons and my kids hatch some monster bellyaches on cotton candy peanuts and the like and start pulling big stage yawns at which point it's way past time to go when there's a fanfare and out stumbles this pudgy little guy in a red cape and tight tights and a couple days' growth a whisker looking a bit irate like he just woke up with a porcupine and none too pleased at the thin crowd as he climbs to the highwire through a brassy offkey flourish and who knows what he's thinking maybe about his shrunken underwear but the spotlight wobbles up and steadies and he's on and the kids stop groaning a minute as he fires up a motorcycle that smokes and stutters badly painted all the same red as his clothes and I think there's nothing to this fool running rims on a tightrope and instead of handlebars a twenty-five foot balance pole and I'm tired as he is calling this a show when he shoves off and gets halfway out there and the stuttering little red thing up and dies and there he is sixty feet off a cement floor with a flimsy little net he could break right through with all this extra weight astraddle the problem in a skintight devil suit onstage and no getting back out where it's put up or shut up at first they try to bluff it through the band gives him a ragged buildup and all three spotlights search him out until we see the sweat begin to pop as he fiddles with the gas and choke and finally waves them off and my palms are itching and burning my throat bone dry as he rises on his toes and swings his weight down to kickstart it and it sulks and coughs and the pole wows like a monster bowtie and he wobbles and practically dives off this teeny thing he never gave a damn about and twice it catches twice it dies in dead silence even the peanut vendors still for once then his face lets go the anger and gets wondering and round as he puzzles through it and on the third try coaxes it to hang on for a minute and as he revs and warms it in no hurry now he scans us all from way up there and so help me I can see the scowl climb back aboard him and burn the clutch and ride the twenty feet or so then slide down the rope exhausted and stomp off not even bowing to our feverish applause |
ARTIST BIO
Paul Hunter has been poet, teacher, performer, playwright, musician, instrument-maker, artist, editor, publisher, grassroots arts activist and shade-tree mechanic. For the past eleven years he has produced fine letterpress books under the imprint of Wood Works—currently including 22 books and 46 broadsides. His poems have appeared in Beloit Poetry Journal, Bloomsbury Review, Iowa Review, North American Review, Poetry, Poetry Northwest, and Raven Chronicles and as well as in three full-length books and several chapbooks. Recipient of the 1998 Pym Cup and the 1999 Nelson Bentley Award, he lives and works in Seattle. His full-length collection of farming poems, Breaking Ground, from Silverfish Review Press, has been reviewed in the New York Times, the Home News Tribune, the Small Farmer’s Journal, and the Raven Chronicles, and is a finalist for the 2005 Washington State Book Award. A second volume of farming poems due next year is entitled Ripening.